Pain from the past...

11/09/09

Just watch an anime '07 Ghost'.
There's a scene bout how bishops-wanna-be have to face their own darkness as a test. Of them all, one I took very personally into it.
His darkness is his own hatred to his father...

Once back in my psychology class, my lecturer gave a sample therapy session to us. It goes something like:

Imagine a peaceful place, place where you can relax.
A place with a huge beautiful tree which you slowly walk to.
You saw a kid under the tree. You move in closer to see who the kid is.
As you walk closer, you realize the kid look very familiar.
The kid...
is you...

I almost cried at this point...

The therapy continues with what would you do or say to the kid?

"Your not alone..."
Can almost see myself crying with the kid...


Still feels very shaken when I think bout it. This lump of air that caught between my heart and lungs. This pain that won't easily go away...
Yet, I still gotta move on...
I have to, as it is the only way I know how to go...
It is the only way I can go...